Thursday, June 13, 2013 at 1:00PM Stick a fork in the Big Potato

I have a soft spot for Jose Valverde. I admit it.
I love his pumping, squatting and kicking after he closes out a game for the Detroit Tigers. I love his personality. During my first-ever visit to spring training in 2011, Papa Grande was the most fun guy to be around, posing for pictures, talking to fans and enjoying the life of a major league ballplayer.
But he shouldn't be the Tigers' closer anymore. He can't get opposing hitters out and Detroit has to pull the plug on him before he costs the team more games they should win.
Valverde and the Tigers are the subject of my latest post for The Outside Corner.
[...] to win consistently, a team needs someone who can perform the role reliably. With a 4.15 ERA, along with eight runs and 13 hits allowed in 17 innings, Valverde is not that guy.
The Tigers have given Valverde every opportunity to demonstrate he can be their closer, but it's not working. Opposing batters aren't swinging and missing at a 92 mph fastball. And that splitter has no movement, allowing hitters to tee off on it. Valverde doesn't have anything else.
I try to write about the Tigers whenever I can for my national baseball gig, so as much as I'm ticked off about Valverde, I welcomed the opportunity his suckitude has provided.
Why didn't I write about Valverde at The Daily Fungo? And why haven't I written there lately? Well, the Fungo is Mike McClary's baby, so he should be the one to tell everyone what's going on with his site.
But I'll be looking for a new place to hang my Tigers-writing shingle. Maybe that will be here, maybe that will be on another blog. I don't know yet. Regardless, I'm grateful for Mike letting me write at the Fungo and wish I could have done more there over the past few months.
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In the previous paragraph, I said Neshek was "ready to pitch" for the A's. That's impossible to know, of course. He probably wasn't ready to pitch. Who could be ready to do anything in light of experiencing such a tragedy?
I can only imagine Neshek sometimes felt like the world needed to stop for him and acknowledge what he'd been through. Or perhaps he needed the world around him to just keep going on as usual so he could try to find a semblance of normalcy just three days after nothing could have felt normal for him.
Anyone who saw Neshek warming up during the seventh inning of Saturday's game likely felt something for him, a twinge of sympathy or a jolt of empathy. How could Neshek possibly pitch after what he's been through?
It wasn't a question of whether or not Neshek should pitch. He should do whatever he wanted or needed to do to cope with the loss of his son. It was a question of whether or not anyone could do the same thing if confronted with such circumstances.
Neshek came in for the A's with one out and two runners on in the seventh inning. The Tigers had a 3-1 lead and could have padded that lead with a base hit. Oakland manager Bob Melvin wasn't just putting Neshek into the game during a meaningless situation (if there's such a thing during a playoff game) to let him settle in and clear his mind.
As he revealed after the game, however, Neshek's mind was anything but clear. Really, how could it be?
"It was definitely tough down there," Neshek said, as quoted by USA Today's Bob Nightengale. "I was thinking about him the whole time.
"It sounds so cliché, but it felt like he was looking down on me, helping me."
Neshek got Oakland out of its seventh-inning jam, getting Omar Infante and Austin Jackson out on eight pitches. He did exactly what he was supposed to do, what he's done all season, as his 1.37 ERA in 24 appearances demonstrates: He kept the A's in the game.
For at least a moment, maybe the world made some sense again for Neshek and his wife. He tapped the special patch on his right arm that the team wore on its jerseys in tribute to his son. I can't imagine there's anyone who watched that moment and wasn't affected somehow.
Maybe you thought about what Neshek had endured. Perhaps you looked at your child and imagined what it would have been like to lose him or her. Maybe you thought about loss you've experienced in your own life.
Again, I can't speak for you. I'm speaking for myself here.
In that moment, I thought about the baby niece that's become such a significant part of my life over the past 20 months. I thought about my sister and how such a tragedy would have affected her.
I remembered losing my father and sitting in a dark room with my family the day after it happened, much like Neshek described doing with his wife in the hours after they lost their baby. I remembered how family and friends have never been more important.Almost involuntarily, I clapped for Neshek in my living room—even though he was pitching against the team I grew up watching, the team I've covered as a sportswriter for years.
It was one of the most courageous pitching performances I've ever seen as a sports fan. No matter what happens, Neshek has already made this ALDS between the Tigers and Athletics extremely memorable.